Could you tell my father.... Dear God

Dear God

Could you tell my father I miss him beyond words, and I am trying to do my best to be the man he wanted me to be, and although I have fallen several times even if I have to crawl I get back up. Could you tell him that?

Dear God 

Could you tell my father thank you, he’ll know why; and if not tell him I thought I saw it in……..well the other girl’s smile, I thought her innocence was a pure reflection of her inner beauty and a clear representation of a sign from him…..It wasn’t her… but could you tell him thank you; because when I fell so low that night and begged for that one moment of clarity…. He sent B. Just when plan A failed. You see God my father said my biggest flaw in my short life was that I never had a plan B, perhaps if I had a plan B, I wouldn’t have B. He’ll find that funny, trust me.

Dear God

Can you tell my mom I love her; and I now understand the sacrifices she made for this country and please tell her thank you. I am not mad anymore; I understand why she had to go. 

Thank you God...

Love Chris 

She is going to be my wife....

“She was gentle like a spring breeze. Kissed my chin, and I felt it beneath my skin, in the depths of my soul, in the hollow valleys of my mind, she dwells there. I painted her with words and put her up for display inside the museum of my heart…”

......Liar

You broke me
with those words,
you choked me
with the lies you fed me.
Dressed in a costume
called Truth,
with your presentation
I was obligated to believe you.

One and the Same

I once heard repeated, you only lose what you cling to. only have what you can’t lose, only keep what’s thrown at you. So I slid my fingers apart & toyed with the strings around your heart until, they fell loose against your frame, like shackles unchained, but not quite the same see, love & freedom were once one in the same.

What inspires your poetry?

Life, love, and relationships. (Not always my own though)

Ask me anything

Form Spring

Because I get too many emails to respond to I have added an "ask me box"  so I ask away and  I will gladly reply.

Daddy's Little Girl

“Got to be there..”, J5 is the soundtrack to this scene, and it seems like this elation usually comes only in dreams, but this is real indeed, and the only news i need is the knowledge of the safety of my seed. One of life’s simple pleasures waddling all around me, all she really knows is, “PEEKABOO! YOU FOUND ME!”, but her beauty astounds me, this little cutie is truly a display of perfection, she arrays with affection, and its amazing how someone with no experience in life’s tests can teach you about life lessons. She doesn’t know if I’ve had a bad day, and even if I did, when I see her face, all the pain fades away. She doesn’t understand why the clouds are gray, but when it rains, shes the first one in her boots, outside to play. I must say, when I reflect, I attest that the greatest moment of my life yet was when I was asleep on the couch…and she came and nodded off on my chest..

Her eyes so wide, and yet she knows so little of the world…but all she really needs to know is that she’s daddy’s little girl….

Role Reversal

sometimes i don’t want to be the one trying
so i’ve decided that i no longer will be the one
trying.
instead, i’ll be the selfish one that
isn’t quite ready.
i’ll be the one with all of the wants
& needs to be met,
meeting none in return.
i’ll be the one in charge because
i’ll love the least,
& you…

well,
you can be me.

Missed Her

missed her. missed her in ways that mirrored the absence a chest might feel without a heart, she beat me black & blue with her absence, like a pulse gone silent. her image was silence, i couldn’t remember her face but never forgot her smile. never forgot her laugh, couldn’t remember her voice but i never forgot her, words.

Twitter Case Files # 71

@Writinmywrongz

DM: XXX_XXX

Yo boy jus tryin to see if  XXXXXXXXXXX is you becuz I c you talmbout she yo best friend on twitter. Nigga  I fucked with her back in the day. Just thought I’d let you know

17 Oct at 00:06

Okay I am back with another episode of Twitter Case files aka buffoonery. Look at this fuckery above. Much like the previous case file so much is wrong with this DM; I can’t even begin to start. First off, what nigga DM’s another nigga?! Do you know the height of "gaydom," this brings? And I don’t mean gay homosexual I mean derogatory fag gayness.

 *excuse me while I turn my hat around and become hood for one moment*  

(Clears throat) Nigga the fuck is you tellin’ me this bullshit for? If you fucked with her back in the day and I am supposedly fuckin’ with her now. One of us didn’t do our job bitch and since I got her……seems obvious which one of us is losin' ol' bitch ass nigga.

*Turns hat back around – furthermore you are DM’ing a man. (Kat Williams voice) Bitch I’m a boy!  #icant with you jealous bitches (Kat Williams voice again) Niggas is bitches too…. Do better.

#Case Closed